today while sisi starts on her daily meditation, i shall pen my couple of thoughts down, as a way to rectify my mind. be mindless, that is the very first word i would like to remind myself. for the past few days, or maybe weeks or months, i have let my thoughts wander around aimlessly without knowing what it takes to be. and of course the pitfall is a painful one, for i had succumbed into my negative emotions and let the sensibilities to drive me. instead of my senses. hence i got lost as i ran for directions, looking high and low for the particular thing, object or person which could i can hold on as the bewilderment pulled me apart. and of course at the time when it all happened my boyfriend was the one available and in a matter of fact he was the only one. the set the fire which that scarred us through. as i burst into tears and cried as though i was totally helpless. or was i not. and in fact i could have stood still and react to the crisis as i let my determination and patience to take the course. rather than the emotions.
and when the only one was not around , i felt so helpless and hopeless. which in the end resumed into thoughts that once again struck the chord of ending the relationship. which i should never dwell on.
hence the trick here is to manage this whole chapter of attitude. or perhaps to attain the best attitudes towards things that happen around me. to be cool and calm, as he suggested, and to be able to steer yourself with a clear and sharp mind. to attain the highest value of being man.
i shall let the mind speak.
to be mindful for the present,
to be grateful for the past,
to react with positivity ,
and thou shall achieve the aim.
may there be a lamp that lit in your heart, that guide you through times of darkness, and warm you through days of cold.
to all, to yourself.
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