i ask myself whether i would want to continue this. it seems no reasons behind this plain black sheet of words. the writing process is not as smooth as it seems. sometimes i jumble up words, sometimes i cant even figure out a single vocab, i constantly refer to online dictionary, and most of the time, i am making no sense at all.

but now i have a good excuse for it.

'my presentation sucks.'

good enough, huh? somewhat essay writing could help in manefesting the ideas which i would like to deliver. for myself, for you and for the mass. in reality where i could hardly express what i would want to convey, this is the place where i could brush up my skills and address them in a ordered manner. you see, in real life presentation, i always mess with words. well, if only my drawings could help. but i need to work on that, too.

hopefully this is enough to convince myself and bring me to another stage of enriching my thinking.