a new chapter

so tired of myself and everything so this will be the end.

not about stupid pauses anymore. perhaps they can be a design thesis.

anyway, life goes on and i want to get over this by this few weeks.

especially when it is so tiring i cant wait for a new life!

new chapter where i am the boss. the queen. take charge of my life.

it is not really about him anymore.

and what is past remains as past.

i will not cry for him anymore.

and not let my family and friends to be worried about me.

and i want to grow new tissues.

just like liver transplant, 3/4 gone but the new ones will grow.

eventually will be better. fresher.

and its really not about anyone else.

but it is my life that i want to take care.

my perfect life where there is no one else but me.

let it go. and then i shall stand upon and say ' hail！‘