for 2 years that i had spent, i felt that it was a long journey of discovery. with failures, sadness, heartbreaks and tantrums, till now that i had understood what beholds in the next 2 years.
a long journey it might seem. of 2 paths that diverge in the yellow woods, i had taken the less travelled by, and the outcome, might inform me some time later. but it was not to be regretted. as the worst had passed, and the better is yet to come.
the 3 months that changed me. it wasnt really a process that i would have imagined nor forseen. but it was amazing how i could understand myself. finally, slowly and firmly. i wasnt in any of the admin position, as a designer position that i enjoyed, i am grateful that the chance that was given to me to exploit the possibilities in design and communication. it was a wholesome experience to me. whether it is in a designer's job or as a team player. it was a experience that challenged me.
and i was glad and proud too. for this rag experience was as evil as it seemed. as a ragger, i had no regrets that i had worked as hard as before. as a designer, i had tried my best to push for the better design and to hold full responsibilities of the final outcome. as a team player, i was in a 50-50 mode. not exactly as initiated but being in the position that i was in, i guessed that was my best decision.
being in rag comm for two years. i learnt but i made mistakes. but i have no regrets for this year. with the restrictions and position that i held, i had already tried my best to do what i could. to save myself and to save the comm.
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