paranoid

par·a·noid
adj.
1. Relating to, characteristic of, or affected with paranoia.
2. Exhibiting or characterized by extreme and irrational fear or distrust of others: a paranoid suspicion that the phone might be bugged.
n.
One affected with paranoia.

as definition, people are saying that i am seriously paranoid. for a cancer, this sounds just like the typical personlity. i am thinking too much, most of them useless things. a guy whom i know who knows very well of palm reading told me that i am a day dreamer, by just looking at my palm. oh well, i guess its not too bad to be a dreamer isnt it? at least i do know where my feet are supposed to be- firmly on the ground.

palm reading? destiny? faith? one issue on 'nets n books' talks about destiny. i did not buy that issue, eventhough i do had thought about it. for i believe that if i would really want to read it, i might just run into it someday later. oh well, a typical A+ bloodtype. still, i would want to believe more in myself. and with that i claim that i could change my life with my own hands.

in friendster, what is all about me is just that of a hundred words. in fact, any person is more than a thousand words. i shall let you know me, if only we are destined to meet, shouldnt we?